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Just now I was talking to my friend on Messenger. She told me she had a serious talk with her boyfriend recently, about his ex-girlfriend. I regard my friend as a affectionate person through her unusually relationships before, and I definitely don't think this one will be the last since she's just 21. What a colorful age and what a fancy world with every kind of so-called good man. but I really wish they could figure things out.
Studying never falls easy on me. As a English major, although I'm better than others obviously, I'm not a person who can sit in front of the desk reading and doing homework all day. Unfortunately, I have three of these roommates.You can't imagine how guilty I am when I get up at nine seeing them already on their way to be a splendid student. To be honest I have tremendous pressure now but I can't. I just can't be that kind of learner.
I told one of them at lunch today. She said, "Everyone has it's own way."
I know how they looks me like. A chubby young "woman" with just fancy clothes, loves fashion but never think about the real world.
I really don't care. I just want to be myself, if they don't like me then fuck off.
Talking about study, We English learners always complaint about the poor learning circumstances, but never think of creating his/her own English world. I mean, I can put myself into completely English world, except talking to my mother.
When I started doing this, I feel extremely perfect. Accurately, it was yesterday afternoon. I went to a book shop, and thought about something random. The thing is it was all English. I talked to myself in English. It's a big step, isn't it?
